January 1, 2012
Today being the first kicks off the same life style we have had for all the 54 years of our marriage. Older family dwindles down now, and new ones who are younger walk through, instead. Things never change as far as folks suffering through life's challenges with impossible solutions. All we can do is offer a cup of coffee, a piece of cake, and
a tidbit of conversation. I've found folks are happier with that than with a full course meal.
I'm trying to make a list of those I have not seen and known in a while, special people who have brought me a kindness or two. At least I can send a card, or call if I can get them at home. I did call one person yesterday and she was so precious with her thank you for my call.
Little did she know I was the one who is gifted with her
personage. She told me her singing voice is gone and she no longer plays the guitar and sings. I was sad to hear that.
My long time neighbor's house next door burned and I had not the opportunity to see him to express my regrets. Yesterday we ran into each other at the store and he was okay. He said the contractors were building a whole new house, inside, and he was good with that, and so was I. Another neighbor remarked at how non-commital and unconcerned he was about his loss.
"Osages are like that!" I smiled as I shared this bit of questionable knowledge about that tribe with her.
My cousin (brother, Ponca relationship) Steve Pensoneau, won the election for a place on the council and I'm happy for that. The way Ponca government is set up no election makes any difference anyway. They have to have a quorum to pass anything and usually there are never four people who can agree or vote on anything, so the same old, same old goes down.
Steve is a good person, though. This is what he wants and I wish him success as far as he can achieve it with antiquated government constitutions patterned off the same government that is so in trouble in the U.S. now. I'm always way out on the limb with no interest in what they do. My own family government teeters, too, with constant need for shoring up on this or that front which leaves me exhausted and having no inclination to manage anything else., certainly not something as big as a great stumbling bear.
One brother said, "I didn't know what Sis meant about my being "naive," in thinking I could make a difference in tribal affairs. I now know."
Another brother made the comment that the nation of Poncas were ungovernable? At least this was his experience. This seems like a more astute observation to me. And so it is as we learned in Al-Anon, Accept the things we cannot change.”
My love and hopes for the instituting of a government under our King Christ Jesus remains in my heart. Then is when we will see "a wonderful counselor," and a "Prince of Peace," who will rule with love.
"Stand still a little while," we are told through the scriptures, "while I fight this battle for you."
Today being the first kicks off the same life style we have had for all the 54 years of our marriage. Older family dwindles down now, and new ones who are younger walk through, instead. Things never change as far as folks suffering through life's challenges with impossible solutions. All we can do is offer a cup of coffee, a piece of cake, and
a tidbit of conversation. I've found folks are happier with that than with a full course meal.
I'm trying to make a list of those I have not seen and known in a while, special people who have brought me a kindness or two. At least I can send a card, or call if I can get them at home. I did call one person yesterday and she was so precious with her thank you for my call.
Little did she know I was the one who is gifted with her
personage. She told me her singing voice is gone and she no longer plays the guitar and sings. I was sad to hear that.
My long time neighbor's house next door burned and I had not the opportunity to see him to express my regrets. Yesterday we ran into each other at the store and he was okay. He said the contractors were building a whole new house, inside, and he was good with that, and so was I. Another neighbor remarked at how non-commital and unconcerned he was about his loss.
"Osages are like that!" I smiled as I shared this bit of questionable knowledge about that tribe with her.
My cousin (brother, Ponca relationship) Steve Pensoneau, won the election for a place on the council and I'm happy for that. The way Ponca government is set up no election makes any difference anyway. They have to have a quorum to pass anything and usually there are never four people who can agree or vote on anything, so the same old, same old goes down.
Steve is a good person, though. This is what he wants and I wish him success as far as he can achieve it with antiquated government constitutions patterned off the same government that is so in trouble in the U.S. now. I'm always way out on the limb with no interest in what they do. My own family government teeters, too, with constant need for shoring up on this or that front which leaves me exhausted and having no inclination to manage anything else., certainly not something as big as a great stumbling bear.
One brother said, "I didn't know what Sis meant about my being "naive," in thinking I could make a difference in tribal affairs. I now know."
Another brother made the comment that the nation of Poncas were ungovernable? At least this was his experience. This seems like a more astute observation to me. And so it is as we learned in Al-Anon, Accept the things we cannot change.”
My love and hopes for the instituting of a government under our King Christ Jesus remains in my heart. Then is when we will see "a wonderful counselor," and a "Prince of Peace," who will rule with love.
"Stand still a little while," we are told through the scriptures, "while I fight this battle for you."
Comment